Sad day.

We was faced with yet another decision yesterday when preterm contractions started. When do you draw the line? When are you helping and interfering with life? We needed to decide how far to go with stopping preterm labor if it starts effecting change? I always thought as long as his heart was beating I would stop labor to give him more time. A very wise woman reminded me, it is not my choice. This is my baby's choice. I have seen babies stop labor at 8 cm if something was wrong. My baby may need to go through birth and have the experience, and he will choose. So if herbs do not stop the contractions we will leave it up to him. I was very emotional over this decision, but it feels good.